Who am I? Am I someone you can look at and be friends with immediatly. Or am I someone who you ignore cause Im not like everyone else. Just because I dont know the latest song or because I dont go to the parties or do the drugs or drink the alchohal like everyone else. One day someone walked up to me and said 'your not cool so stop acting happy when your with people' then that person walked away from me to hang with his friends. But you wanna know something Im not happy at all. My parents just got divorced. Me and my mom live with my grandparents. So you know what Im not happy. Sometimes I call out to you but you dont listen to me. You hear the stuff you want to hear. So you dont hear me. When I see you, your with your family and I get so jealous because you have something I want really badly but I just cant reach it. And its not fair. I never get to see my dad. My mom doesnt understand. Yeah its not fair huh? I have very few friends who will take the time to care and listen to me. And those are the only people who keep me from killing myself just so I can stop the pain.
So who am I? Im just the girl dying in front of your eyes with a smile on her face.